I’m always hiding behind some bushes at night, hiding from
the people and the police because I find it sickening the fact that I live in a
society that has to pay for sleeping, and frowns upon those who refuse to do
so.
Often wonder if there are others like me, people hiding, in
the same city, maybe in a nearby bush, people who are also wondering if there
are others like them
Probably there aren’t, well there millions in poor countries
like india, but those are people who don’t have a choice, so I don’t really
feel as they are the same as me. Because I do have a choice, I do have a bit of
money to pay for rent or for a hotel, and even if I didn’t I know couple of
hundred people that would let me crash in their couch.
But still I choose to sleep on the street, or hide because
it’s my nature. Because it’s something I instinctively do, when I’m just
walking around somewhere I always keep an eye out for places to sleep, where I
would be concealed from people, protected from the elements and the wildlife,
where I can have a good night sleep.
And it’s not about the money anymore, it’s not about saving
money it’s about doing what I feel like doing and about being by myself,
because most days I don’t feel like socializing and talking to people, most
days I just feel like walking around during the day searching or gathering food,
and find a shelter for the night.
That’s what feels right, my body wasn’t designed to sit and play
league of legends for 14 hours in a row, it was designed to look for food and
shelter, to survive the cold, the night, the predators (now we call them police), to adapt and thrive in a hostile environment.
It just feels right somehow.
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